The innocent in her eyes have carved a deep scar in my heart. It was not saddening though. Having admired her for so many years, I've noticed and realised she was my most perfect angel. Her silky smooth hair , cherry red lips and rossy cheeck suit her petite frame perfectly.
When I was about to reprimand a student at his wrong doing, she went passed me. Wanting to ensure that she was adhering to the school rules , I decided to take a cool glance on her and stoped her from walking further. All of a sudden, she turned and look straight into my eyes. Beautiful ! That was the only thing that come across my mind at the moment. I haven't seen such a girl with such a great temperament. I imidiately felt the chemistry and blood storming in my vessels. Perhaps , it was just me who felt that way. I was nearly dumb founded when she asked what was wrong with her. I felt embarrased as I couldn't utter a single word . Then she left . From that day onwards, I didn't see her anymore. She just like a cluster of cloud, dissapearing from my eyes.
I had never forgotten about her. She had left a deep memory inside me untill I met her back recently in a school club. I was shocked! I just couldn't believe my eyes that I was looking across the room was my angel. God had brought me back my angel to me. In her present, I felt really restless. I was not me , I felt so nervous each time went for the practise. I couldn't explained I had felt that way but it was a special kind of feelings. Yes ! It was LOVE! Although I was just clapping one hand. I felt blissful ! Time went by and we got closer. I could vividly remember that the first practise . She was about 3 meter away from me and at that one moment, when she was 3 inches away from me, my heat beat profusely. I felt in love with her.
One day, I gathered all my courage to confess my love to her. I texted her and I clearly remembered what I wrote to her. It was about a-hundred-words sms. I waited for her replied inpatiently. During that time, a lot of thought played in my mind. REJECTION ? ACCEPTANCE? That was the longest moment in my life. An hour later, I jump off my bed when I received an sms from her. I was so eager to read the sms. The next moment I realised was that my phone were broken into pieces and I scattered around on the floor. " we are normal friends. and I would never love you for god sake" My heart collapsed just like the WTC. I lost my soul, I lost my mind. I was in a total rejection.
The following day, I met her again in my school and that was the first time I felt so embarrassed in my life. HAHA>.<
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