Sunday
Raining day
Moody
After came back frm tuition,I sat on my chair n think....Wht i reli 1?2 hours past.....no conclusion at all...n this make me feel very frustrated. So, wht i reli want???can anyone tell me? No mood study at all....M I a useless guy?
I think so....IM very useless...cant settle everythg by my own...
Sumtimes,I reli feel like commiting suicide...
Dun force me to do somethg i dun lik to do...
U noe my style rite?
Actually, Wht im gud in?ntg rite?
Frustrated....
Wht m i duin now????
wht can i do now???
If u were me,wht would u do now?
Im waiting....waiting for the day tht u will c me....
Sunday, August 24, 2008
Friday, August 22, 2008
Enjoy....
It was the best day for this holiday!!!
After busying for whole week,finally i can take a break n do wht i want.....Happy....Bt sumthg makes me feel very pressure which is I havent finish my Bio ,Phy,Add maths,Sej subject.....Dun worry, everythg will b fine....(I hope).
wake up at 9.30 am, the 1st thg i wanna do is, finish my drama series which only left 1 episode....I use the fastest speed to finish it....FInally, It ends wif a happy ending which satisfied me....Haha.
10.30am, after finish "make up"...I walked down frm my room n starts to wait for my mum n dad....
11.00am, cousin reaches my house n talk for a while.
11.20am, our journey of "eat" begins....wahahahahaha
Destination: star hill gallery , JOgoya....
The 1st thg i ate was UNAGI!!!! Awesome! This was the 1st time i ate such big unagi....WHOLE PLATE!!!!
After enjoying the whole plate of unagi....I can feel the heat comes frm my stomach....
Bside tht, V oso ordered Alaska Cod fish, Dragon prawn, eveythg that has a name 'fish",n i drank several types of alcohol drinks.....
Blissful!!! this is the oni word i can use to describe the feeling......
AFTER 3 hours enjoyed our food.....It is the time for us to leave.....V have to say bye bye to JOGOYA......Bt doesnt matter, cos my stomach cant fit in anymore....not even a single piece of small cake.....
After tht, we went to midvalley for shopping.....
bt, ntg v can buy frm there bcos all of us keep thinking of sleeping....
after walking here n there....finally my sis decided to go on dinner....MY GOD!!!!!
wht type of stomach of my sis.....?R they monster?
The worst thg is.....v went for JAPANESE FOOD AGAIN!!!!!
errrr......feel lik vomiting.....
by the way, v oso ordered drinks .....green tea....n a bowl of shoyu ramen which shared by 4 of us.....WAO!!!!can u imagine? a cup of green tea n a bowl of shoyu ramen which shared by 4 person? tht was a funny experience...n v reli enjoy tht moment....
After tht , v decided to go home n the time already showed 7.40pm.....
whn v walked down to the ground floor, i realise there was sumthg tht i 12 buy.....
SO,I use the speed of "light" ,run towars tht department n ask for the product......
OK,I was so happy after i get the thing i want.....BT!!!!whn i walked to the counter......OMG!!!!HELL LONG!!!! the row was.......This was the 1st time i feel lik dying q-ing in a row which is such long.....
After 30 minutes, i can feel tht god is still around me.....
At the end of the day, i conclude sumthg....
I used 5 minutes to walk frm south court to north court....bt it takes me about 30 minutes of Q-ing......
Now...Im back....wif loads of homework which i have to pass up tomorrow morning.....
The time now is 10.00pm.......
Can u all predict my future?Blissful,happiness.....T.T
Thursday, August 21, 2008
Complete
It is raining heavily.....Look out frm the window,water falls from the sky....everythg is just like a rain...Small,Tiny,bt it gives a sad feeling.....
Is it a suitable time for me to sit infront the computer n write blog? I don't think so. Every1 is sitting on the chair n facing loads of books..... Except me... A guy who is useless in this world. Doin ntg for the country n human....Everythg easy come n easy go. U will never noe wht is the ending n who is the 1 to b wif u till the end.
Quite pity......whn I listen a song named " grass ring " from Yuming n Jane. I love this song although tht song nt reli suits me. Anyway, after turning left n right , front n bhind.....I finally realise wht i reli want.
But, everythg is goin to put on a fullstop. Archieve our dreams.... I guess we will never contact each other again. Is reli sad.....Bt wht can i do? ntg can b done. Hope everythg goin nicely n hope u live happily .
WHo is the 1 will b wif u untill the end of ur life?
Who is the 1 will b wif me untill the end of my life?
NO 1 can tell.....
Anyway, always smile n happy. This is the oni wish from me.
LETS COMPLETE OUR DREAM WIF COLOURFUL LIFE !!!!!
Is it a suitable time for me to sit infront the computer n write blog? I don't think so. Every1 is sitting on the chair n facing loads of books..... Except me... A guy who is useless in this world. Doin ntg for the country n human....Everythg easy come n easy go. U will never noe wht is the ending n who is the 1 to b wif u till the end.
Quite pity......whn I listen a song named " grass ring " from Yuming n Jane. I love this song although tht song nt reli suits me. Anyway, after turning left n right , front n bhind.....I finally realise wht i reli want.
But, everythg is goin to put on a fullstop. Archieve our dreams.... I guess we will never contact each other again. Is reli sad.....Bt wht can i do? ntg can b done. Hope everythg goin nicely n hope u live happily .
WHo is the 1 will b wif u untill the end of ur life?
Who is the 1 will b wif me untill the end of my life?
NO 1 can tell.....
Anyway, always smile n happy. This is the oni wish from me.
LETS COMPLETE OUR DREAM WIF COLOURFUL LIFE !!!!!
Saturday, August 16, 2008
Cold rain
I love rain...
Cold n sad....No one Knows wht is happening in the rain....perhaps there is a person will stand infront u n give u a hand...n,
hug u too...
But....everythg is just an illusion....Im always alone ....Tears come out frm eyes like usual....No one knows..
Thx god.....
It is a big rain....cloud turns to dark...No one c me standing alone in the big rain....No one cares about me too, although i know this since tht day....But, I
still cannot accept...Im just too weak....n,
useless too.
Thanks god for giving me such a ....life.
Im happy wif my life,Perhaps.
Mayb this is wht im expacting.
Or this is the way of my life?
U will never learn to appreciate unless u lose sumthg,I guess i lose it---time n chance.If i can know u earlier,if i can get close to u earlier...But,wht have i done?
I guess,This is the only life i should deserve .
In ppl's eyes,yeah....im a happy man n talk frankly....but, how many person in this world noe me well?Or i just dun want to let any1 noe me?
Mayb im waiting for the person...Or mayb i just dun wanna admit u r the person....
U come across my life,bt i dint appreciate....
Protect?M i protecting myself?
I dun have an authority to talk.... I just wanna stay inside ur heart. Listen to u,think for u,reserve everthg u want ,do everythg for u. Although i noe i cant do anythg now....Atleast,
I hope I can protect u from being loneliness,
hug u,kiss u n say
"I love u"
Cold n sad....No one Knows wht is happening in the rain....perhaps there is a person will stand infront u n give u a hand...n,
hug u too...
But....everythg is just an illusion....Im always alone ....Tears come out frm eyes like usual....No one knows..
Thx god.....
It is a big rain....cloud turns to dark...No one c me standing alone in the big rain....No one cares about me too, although i know this since tht day....But, I
still cannot accept...Im just too weak....n,
useless too.
Thanks god for giving me such a ....life.
Im happy wif my life,Perhaps.
Mayb this is wht im expacting.
Or this is the way of my life?
U will never learn to appreciate unless u lose sumthg,I guess i lose it---time n chance.If i can know u earlier,if i can get close to u earlier...But,wht have i done?
I guess,This is the only life i should deserve .
In ppl's eyes,yeah....im a happy man n talk frankly....but, how many person in this world noe me well?Or i just dun want to let any1 noe me?
Mayb im waiting for the person...Or mayb i just dun wanna admit u r the person....
U come across my life,bt i dint appreciate....
Protect?M i protecting myself?
I dun have an authority to talk.... I just wanna stay inside ur heart. Listen to u,think for u,reserve everthg u want ,do everythg for u. Although i noe i cant do anythg now....Atleast,
I hope I can protect u from being loneliness,
hug u,kiss u n say
"I love u"
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
The BOy
Once upon a time,
There is a big family named John's family,there are more thn 30 relatives in the family. Eldest is 23 n the smallest is only 5 . Back to 19**, the first son was born in the hospital....Every1 was so happy wif the boy.....Bt, tht is the begining of the story.
Every1 says this little boy as the smartest boy in the family. yeah, the boy is very clever ,n looks not bad too....every1 was proud wif the little boy n same thg goes to the boy's parents.
As time goes by, the little boy is getting bigger n bigger, Starts to talk abt his own opinion,how he thinks n how he feels.
All ppl feel fed up wif him n starts to escape him....
So,
The boy lives unhappily for more thn 10 years....
Untill 1 day, he meets his 1st best friend in his life....his friend changed him....Interms of mental,physical....
They r so gud frends...(in ppl's eyes) Bt,
one day....this best frend betrayed him....he did sumthg tht the boy cannot forgive him. Tht makes him dun 12 belive in frends anymore.
Yeah,this boy live wif a life tht dun have true frends.....can u imagine tht?
Frends tht come across in the boy's life is just lik using n betraying partnership....
After use,Throw away.....Whn need it, ask them back...
The boy met his first gal frend in primary school....She makes him feel lik goin to schul everyday n tht gal leave a gud impression in the boy's mind....
gud thgs will never last long....Soon,Everythg around the boy has gone...Like a wind....Disapear in the sky.
Bt thn the boy conclude sumthg frm the event, he blives in gals more thn guys....why?bcos in his life,too many guys betrayed him....tht is why he feels more comfortable to b wif gals.
story 2 b continue....
There is a big family named John's family,there are more thn 30 relatives in the family. Eldest is 23 n the smallest is only 5 . Back to 19**, the first son was born in the hospital....Every1 was so happy wif the boy.....Bt, tht is the begining of the story.
Every1 says this little boy as the smartest boy in the family. yeah, the boy is very clever ,n looks not bad too....every1 was proud wif the little boy n same thg goes to the boy's parents.
As time goes by, the little boy is getting bigger n bigger, Starts to talk abt his own opinion,how he thinks n how he feels.
All ppl feel fed up wif him n starts to escape him....
So,
The boy lives unhappily for more thn 10 years....
Untill 1 day, he meets his 1st best friend in his life....his friend changed him....Interms of mental,physical....
They r so gud frends...(in ppl's eyes) Bt,
one day....this best frend betrayed him....he did sumthg tht the boy cannot forgive him. Tht makes him dun 12 belive in frends anymore.
Yeah,this boy live wif a life tht dun have true frends.....can u imagine tht?
Frends tht come across in the boy's life is just lik using n betraying partnership....
After use,Throw away.....Whn need it, ask them back...
The boy met his first gal frend in primary school....She makes him feel lik goin to schul everyday n tht gal leave a gud impression in the boy's mind....
gud thgs will never last long....Soon,Everythg around the boy has gone...Like a wind....Disapear in the sky.
Bt thn the boy conclude sumthg frm the event, he blives in gals more thn guys....why?bcos in his life,too many guys betrayed him....tht is why he feels more comfortable to b wif gals.
story 2 b continue....
Shame+Tired
HAhaha..
New name among my friends...Antigravity...
WAh....Shame....Called out by the lecturer n make fun wif my hair...Aiya...
Although it is quite funny....bt i dint pay attention wif wht he said(I mean whn he is talking abt my hair la,Cos looking at sumthg)...
hehe
I just noe my frends told me abt wht antigravity stuff...
The seminar was funny....laugh 4 2 hours continously....Im sure every1 in the hall agree wif me.
Erm,
QUite lame today....n
Tired too.
Walk here n there....North n South, West n EAst....Now i noe,how tired is our teacher.....
i counted....Today I walked more thn 5 times to 5th floor(our clss is located highest in tht building) name it as Building B ...thn,walked more thn 3 times to Building A which is located north to our building.....Bleeding....
Main purpose is?
FOr the signatures.....Omg.....I wait wait wait..finally get all my signatures b4 1.15....luckily...
VERy tired now....My Leg almst burn...
So,
Sleep 4 2 hours 1st ....heehee....wake up tuition lu...
(havent finish my tuition homework)....
New name among my friends...Antigravity...
WAh....Shame....Called out by the lecturer n make fun wif my hair...Aiya...
Although it is quite funny....bt i dint pay attention wif wht he said(I mean whn he is talking abt my hair la,Cos looking at sumthg)...
hehe
I just noe my frends told me abt wht antigravity stuff...
The seminar was funny....laugh 4 2 hours continously....Im sure every1 in the hall agree wif me.
Erm,
QUite lame today....n
Tired too.
Walk here n there....North n South, West n EAst....Now i noe,how tired is our teacher.....
i counted....Today I walked more thn 5 times to 5th floor(our clss is located highest in tht building) name it as Building B ...thn,walked more thn 3 times to Building A which is located north to our building.....Bleeding....
Main purpose is?
FOr the signatures.....Omg.....I wait wait wait..finally get all my signatures b4 1.15....luckily...
VERy tired now....My Leg almst burn...
So,
Sleep 4 2 hours 1st ....heehee....wake up tuition lu...
(havent finish my tuition homework)....
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
Feelings
Ahhhh......Depressed!!!!
Im so unhappy....n sad.
OMG, Trial exam is just around the corner bt im still enjoying my life.....Wht kind of attitude hah? Just finish my piano exam. FEel like ...erm.....dunno how to describe...tot it will b an easy test 4 me...who knows.....Ah, Wht m i duin recently? Anyway,ntg can b done....Pray 4 miracle lol....>.<
Haiz....just wanna say:who the freak u think u r?!!!?! U noe wht is the meaning of permission? COme on,DUn think u r everythg.....u r just ntg in my heart...n dun ever think tht u r pretty/handsome...Is nt suitable 4 u...Too much, u r just too much...
I cant stand anymore n im goin to run off frm this world.....Im just too lazy to ply wif u(childish)
N same thg goes to u....
Dun think u can control me.....Make urself clear....Who is controlling who now....
DUn think i duno how u think, U r just a piece of " S**t".....
Nt worth 4 me to think even 1 second in my daily life....
If i were u, i will jump off frm 6th floor n rest in the hospital ....
wait wait wait.......
SPM.....Goddess....
Both of U r my oni target now!!!!! I will achieve my target!!!!
HEM~~~~~
(sry for rude words.....Bt i just cant stand tht person anymore)
Im so unhappy....n sad.
OMG, Trial exam is just around the corner bt im still enjoying my life.....Wht kind of attitude hah? Just finish my piano exam. FEel like ...erm.....dunno how to describe...tot it will b an easy test 4 me...who knows.....Ah, Wht m i duin recently? Anyway,ntg can b done....Pray 4 miracle lol....>.<
Haiz....just wanna say:who the freak u think u r?!!!?! U noe wht is the meaning of permission? COme on,DUn think u r everythg.....u r just ntg in my heart...n dun ever think tht u r pretty/handsome...Is nt suitable 4 u...Too much, u r just too much...
I cant stand anymore n im goin to run off frm this world.....Im just too lazy to ply wif u(childish)
N same thg goes to u....
Dun think u can control me.....Make urself clear....Who is controlling who now....
DUn think i duno how u think, U r just a piece of " S**t".....
Nt worth 4 me to think even 1 second in my daily life....
If i were u, i will jump off frm 6th floor n rest in the hospital ....
wait wait wait.......
SPM.....Goddess....
Both of U r my oni target now!!!!! I will achieve my target!!!!
HEM~~~~~
(sry for rude words.....Bt i just cant stand tht person anymore)
Sunday, August 10, 2008
梦里的约定
(PS:现时生活虽不会发生,但偶尔想一想还蛮不错的.虽然我们互相认识,但关系似乎还没到达那个地步,但我竟会梦见你....真的好不可思议!!!但我相信你我的相遇绝不是偶然.)
不记得是第几回的梦,
在那个梦....你我相遇....在那茫茫人海中....我不认识你,你不认识我...就这样的向前与向后走...也没正眼的对望...只是陌生人...
你....
我....
不记得是第几回的梦,
在那个梦....你我相遇....在那茫茫人海中....我不认识你,你不认识我...就这样的向前与向后走...也没正眼的对望...只是陌生人...
你....
我....
互不相识. 但,一次的懈垢....我认识了你...而你当然也认识我...不记得那是第几个世纪...世界即将毁灭....你站在那条路的前段....而我站在路的后半段....互相的对望....人潮来来往往....这儿那儿的跑着.....静止的只是你我两人.....你我像是有了默契,朝着对方前进...当我们面对面互望的那一刻,多么希望那世界会停止转动,时间是静止的...好让你我能有更多的时间多谈一些话.....
大地正在摇晃着....
人们都前往那大厦避难....留下了我们....
我们十指紧扣着,眼神对望着....
从你口中说出了那一句话:"能认识你真好",便将我推开了....
再告诉我:"下次的见面....是,一定会见面.....不管是在哪个世纪....哪个世界...."
这是你我的约定.....
我:"对,我们一定会再见面....不管在哪个世界,哪个地方....我都一眼能认出你,记得一定要等我.....这是我们的约定"
不论在天南地北....
"我爱你"
你我同时说出.....
便各自向前与向后走.....
大地正在摇晃着....
人们都前往那大厦避难....留下了我们....
我们十指紧扣着,眼神对望着....
从你口中说出了那一句话:"能认识你真好",便将我推开了....
再告诉我:"下次的见面....是,一定会见面.....不管是在哪个世纪....哪个世界...."
这是你我的约定.....
我:"对,我们一定会再见面....不管在哪个世界,哪个地方....我都一眼能认出你,记得一定要等我.....这是我们的约定"
不论在天南地北....
"我爱你"
你我同时说出.....
便各自向前与向后走.....
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